You

i can't stop
i won't stop
im not doing anything wrong
the only one that is hurting is me
and as long as it's just inside me
im not gonna try to get rid of it anymore
cuz i've tried that .. and it didn't do me any good
im just gonna accept the facts
the fact that u r my everything
and im ur nothing
the fact that this is not meant to be
the fact that .. wat's inside me became bigger than me
bigger than life itself

i love u like no one have ever loved before
im yours ... even if u never found out
im runnin away ...
sometimes .. im runnin to u
and sometimes from u
but all the times i can't stay away


yes im very emotional person
i can't control my feelings
i can't tell my heart wat to do
but this is only inside me
my actions are controlled by my mind
so
now im lost
i don't know wat to do
stay close
or just walk away
i can't do either of these choices
they are both beyond my ability

so forgive me
sometimes i can be very cold to u
but this is just a cover
cuz i have to look cold
to keep myself from huggin u
and never let u go
but this can't be
cuz u r not mine

i know u r just fiction
a thought in my head
but u r real to me
and that's enough