Between a rock and a hard place

it sucks being between a rock and a hard place

it's not fair to ask u to choose
but it's also not fair to be in my shoes

i can't accept things as it is
i can't accept this situation

and there's absolutely nothing to do
u can't make a choice
u can't walk away
and i can't ask u to do so
it's not fair ... and it's not right

but life is not fair
and i don't know how am i supposed to deal with this
how can i ignore the betrayal im feeling
i know i shouldn't feel it
but it is wat it is
and i can't help but feel betrayed

my hands are tied
the only thing i can do ... is walking away
i can't make u choose .... but i can
i can choose not to be in this place
choose not to watch you .... without being able to say anything
or even object

but guess wat

i can't walk away either
i can't leave ... i can't leave u
i love u ... but surely i don't like you right now
and i can't tell u that
it's not a right time
and i have to be a good girl
a good understanding girl who knows that it's not fair to u

but wat about me

i really don't know wat do

it really sucks being between a rock and a hard place